Life is
really up
and down. Sometimes I'm absolutely carefree and enjoying every aspect of my life, but at other times it's so so hard to just get by. I don't know, unfortunately a lot of my mood swings are caused from home. I just want to leave from point to point.
I think I've been really perceptive lately too, thinking how much a situation will impact me or how something in my life has impacted me so far. The future is really scary to a point, but I'm also excited to see where my life goes.
It kinda sucks to like someone who your friend likes at the same time. The situation is more complicated then that...ugh

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The events and feelings in my life have been feelings pretty empty or suppressed lately; who knows why?
So,
I really loved UPitt. I hope to go there if I don't find any other schools that peak my interest. Ithaca was not that bad though, if I got a ton of money from them than I would definitely consider going there. I'm just really not a New York kinda gal, but Pittsburgh was perfect. It was really clean and pretty small, but still urban and filled with exciting things. Pittsburgh also had mountains!!
This month I'm going to New York City and Williamsburg for American Studies and Choir. It should be funnnn.